Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @ 1:10 pm
the holiday's are here. oh yay. (right) heard from mavis that SJI has to go to school for holiday lessons for 3 days, but their school starts only on july 10th agn. like WOW. i think our school is really so.... academic based. not even giving us a proper break. do they know the meaning of
holiday? Ytd's meeting at PS was interesting cause our mentor had a lot of connections and was gonna try get kinokuniya to sponsor us. cool right. which means that, she knows a few of the high authority pple in kino. and she knows the founder of 77th street. and she was gonna try get the space in front of cine for us to have our roadshow.... and she's some cosplay champion (altho i don't really knwo what cosplay is) like WOW. o.O i think i have absolutely no connections at all, yeahhh. my social circle is probably this big [ ] --> . it's such a small space you can't even see it. and i'm not kidding.
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i shall not be so jaded of life. and we did accomplish quite a few things today. and dancing did make us happy. just the whole DI15MTHING is getting on our nerves. and plus the other thing. okay nobody understands what i'm talking abt but it's for me to understand only (if you understand; good for you.)
HUIYI I REALLY HOPE YOUR TOE GETS WELL SOON.
it's not fair to you, if you don't get a chance to dance when your the one who choreographed it. really, it isn't. (okay sorry i am not trying to rub it in) but miracles do happen and it might get well soon by wednesday (no harm in believing in the best right) and it isn't your fault sherlyn. cause things like these happen. it's Fate's fault? anything can happen in this confusing world that we live in. okay i am reminded of song lyrics.
(whatever happened to the values of humanity, whatever happened to the fairness in equality, instead of spreading love we're spreading animosity, lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity. WHERE IS THE LOVE? WHERE IS THE LOVE?)
okay i am being weird, typing in brackets and everything. the song lyrics are true tho, aren't they.
i realise, emotional and emo are two opp meanings entirely. altho some pple can be both emotional AND emo. emo is some slang that originated from dunno where. pple are weird, creating words that are contradictory. okay or maybe it's me that is weird, cause i think this is weird when it's actually not.
my definitions:
--> to be Emotional is to be very feeling in view of certain situations and is very caring to others and understand others very well (basically an emotional person is someone with good character) ;i know a few pple who fall under this category. YOU YOU and YOU and YOU. :D
--> REAL Emo is you are kinda jaded of life and think your life sucks big and have sucidal thoughts all the time and you are happy only 1% of the time kinda thing? (okay i'm exaggerating)
--> okay there is ANOTHER emo, this is SCHOOL emo. where you are sad cause of sth which happened in school and you sit at one corner to 'emo'. or you might be quiet cause you are sad, or you are moodswinging cause of sth or other, this is called emo-ing.
--> and there is another Emo, the music genre Emo. the one with the punk rocker hair and hard rock and screaming the house down with hair flicking there and back and dressed in goth clothes.
--> the above emo is really in existence cause there's such a genre. but there is another one, which is "EMO SONGS", as coined by some pple. which means that the songs you're listening to is really sad and makes you feel nostalgic and everything and yeah.
--> and there's ACTING EMO. which means that you dress in goth and all that that was mentioned above, but you aren't actually emo
emo. which means you're not jaded of life and not sucidal and all that. and another acting emo is... maybe you seek for attention?
--> so the most popular meaning of EMO is simply putting it, SAD.
okay that might be wrong. it's what i think and also what i saw in my friend's email.
btw, i think i don't fall in any of the above categorys, so i dunno where that leaves me....
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haha i sidetrack a lot. anw dinner at IKEA was nice and we were discussing abt some things and other. and i forgot when but we started talking abt morbid stuff. like blood clot and stuff like that. and how we cld meet with an accident anytime and how our taxi driver cld be a serial killer and how the flowerpot cld just accidentally drop on huiyi's head and how the lamp that was hanging from the ceiling cld just CLANG down poof bang we're all be injured. and how if someone suddenly decided to bomb ikea and BANG we'll all be dead too.
i think if we really lived life like that that would be terrible.
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i just realised i reached home at 8+ today at ytd i reached home at arnd 10 and tmr i'll probably reach home super late too. this is bad. i mean it's not bad to stay out late but this means my mum might suddenly not allow me to go for sleepover. plus my maid says she is rather unhappy with me always coming back so late. haha funny how i get to know abt what my mum says through my maid.
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and my posts are getting longer and longer maybe it's causei just received a 4000 word long email. :D whoo. and maybe cause i just read ziying's super long post.
and this is the longest post i have ever written.
yay it's 1000++ words long.
okay goodbye i hope everything turns out fine. xD
it's the way you look at things which counts. not what it actually is.
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